Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I hear November Rain

I feel.
does everyone do that?
If I believed in reincarnation, I would believe that in a previous life, I could not feel anything. 
I could not walk, or run, or stretch out my limbs, or go out when it rained.
It was a sad existence. 
I should hope that i found things to appreciate.
And oh, how i feel here, right now, in this life.
I feel the rain on my head, and I look up at the sky
feel the drops on my face, on my nose, in my mouth and ears.
I stretch my muscles 
and appreciate every bit of 
lactic acid running through them :)
however much it hurts.
how I, oh how I feel. 
and hear!
right now, I can hear the rain tap tapping onto my window, 
falling onto the ground.
I haven't had many experiences in life, but i wonder
do those who have had experiences realize this one?
or are they too busy looking for the big adventures 
to love the little ones?
I don't know. 

This is just a dream. 

Saturday, November 22, 2008

MotHeRs pRefeR doCtoRs and LaWyeRs

TV dulls your brain.
It thinks for you, and saps all the creativity from your already fallow mind.
but it sure beats boredom...
Or does it?

Saturday, November 15, 2008

aLL i can do is keep breathing....

You know when you breathe.
and it's like
air.
ahh it feels so good.
and sometimes you breathe
and that memory
that one thing you've been pushing to the back of your mind
all this time, it just.
washes over you
it's irrerpressible, you can't explain it, and you can't duplicate this feeling
it's that deep, instinctual breath you take
as your face, your mouth, your nose break the surface
it's closing your eyes and letting the air take over
letting the sun shine through your eyelids
oh it's wonderful.
to feel.