I have to be honest.
I love science fiction. My daddy and my brothers got me into serenity, firefly, orson scott card and ender’s game, star wars, I love it all.
I laugh too loud. I have to remember to close my mouth when I laugh so it doesn’t wake up the whole street.
My brothers are my favorite, and when someone teases me like my brothers tease me, I crack up. I can’t help it, I just love to be reminded that every boy I ever date is or could be a brother too. And trust me, he will get on my nerves.
Weird habit? I blow spit bubbles. Gross, huh? It grosses my friends out. And I’m totally guilty of liking it. When I find something that grosses my really good friends out, I definitely take a brother attitude on about it and do it over and over to them until they start crying.
And do you know what? I love dancing in the rain. And watching girly movies. I love them!! Girly movies that make me cry, laugh, and feel good about myself. And write little blurbs like this, blurbs about my style.
This is my style. If I see sprinklers when I’m driving, I pull over so I can run in them. Sometimes, I leave fast food wrappers in my car, and my room is always a mess. I try to keep it clean but there just isn’t enough time in the day. I never make my bed and I can sleep just about anywhere.
When I grow up, I wanna fall in love. Real love, not that trashy romance novel kinda love. The kind where the boy opens the door and I melt, the kind where he annoys the crap outta me and I just laugh because, oh it is love. The kind that makes me wanna listen to music and write my own lyrics about how my life was happy, but I never knew it could be this happy.
Love is lovely. I can’t click my heels. I try but I just look like an idiot. But that’s how happy I am, all the time. I just feel happy. And I want to better myself so when that love comes, I’m ready for it. I love climbing trees and running barefoot, everywhere! And sweet battle scars. But sometimes I like to get all girly, to curl my hair put on makeup and listen to Norah Jones or Michael Buble and wear perfume and my mama’s jewelery (which is always better than mine) and sing. Loud, in the shower. I just like to.
I like dorky things. I like fun things. I like knight in shining armor things. I like to stay up late, and wake up early. I like to talk to random people, about their lives and the places they’ve been and the people they’ve met and the places they think I should go and the places they’d never recommend. And about the things they love, and the things they’re passionate about and the things I’m passionate about.
Ooh, and when I grow up, I want kids. Lots of kids to grow old with. And play with. And teach how to love music, how to love life, and how to get up when they fall, and how to never, ever quit, like my parents taught me.
At least in life. I quit the piano twice, and now I regret it. I quit trying to learn Spanish, and now I regret it. But I’m fixing it. I’m learning these things. I’m learning what things are important, what things I want to do right.
That’s whats great. I can always fix it, I can always learn from every single experience and take it with me and remember it.
Well. That’s all I wanted to write.
Oh yeah PS. I am scared of frogs. And lizards. But no one should know that. Cuz technically… I’m not supposed to be scared of anything.
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